Re: Jobs
Posted: Fri Jul 02, 2010 11:10 am
An issue has developed at my job and I really don't know what I should do for the best.
Basically my work is really boring. It mostly consists of analysing data and writing reports, but I am very thorough and can easily complete all my goals in the time provided. The atmosphere is quite relaxed and so I work when I need to work and relax when I don't. Since I can work quickly and there isn't all that much analysis to do in the first place I spend a lot of my time skiving. In a typical week I will spend maybe 10 hours working hard and the other 30 hours slacking off. This pace leaves me easily able to complete all my duties on time and to a high standard and allows me to relax the rest of the time.
Since I have so much free time I spend long periods messing around on the internet, posting here, answering questions on Yahoo Answers, reading Wikipedia or going through game guides. Anything I do has to be computer based since I am not officially allowed to be slacking off, but my boss acknowledges that I don't have much to do a lot of the time and he clearly isn't bothered as long as I get the work done. I am stuck at my desk for 8 hours a day (+ 0.5h lunch break but that feels pretty much the same) and if I wasn't keeping my brain occupied then I would go mental.
However, I was recently forced to move office. Some colleagues wanted to swap, and my boss decided that the three of us were all going to move into a different room with more people. I was dead against it from the start but my boss and my other colleague thought it was an awesome idea so I didn't have a choice.
The problem is that I have now ended up with a senior manager sitting in a room directly behind me. He is not directly part of my command structure but he is far more senior in the company that I am. I was hoping that he would not notice/care about my constant internet usage but apparently this is not the case. My boss has informed me that he has sent him an unofficial note saying that he thinks I am using my computer innappropriately. My boss was fine and admitted that I probably use it no more than a lot of other people here, but that in the future I had to be mindful that he could see me.
This means that in future I am not going to be able to pass my free time easily. I have long, long periods with nothing to do and so if I can't use the internet then I am going to end up having to stare at the wall all day. My boss doesn't want me constantly bugging him for something to do and there isn't enough work to go round anyway.
I'm not sure if I can continue with my job under these conditions. It sounds petty, but I just cannot cope with having long periods with absolutely nothing to do. I cope very badly with boredom and if I can't spend my free time at work on the internet then this is going to make my life even more miserable than it already is. I have never entirely been happy with this job - more because of the innactivity than the times when I am actually doing stuff - and so I could seriously consider resigning over this. However, I know that the job market is not doing well at the moment. I am not really that far removed from a new university graduate and I have picked up few skills from this specialised job that would transfer across to anything else.
I know a lot of people are stuggling for work at the moment so it feels wrong for me to just quit, but my mental state isn't all that stable in the first place and I worry that continuing under the new conditions could be seriously detrimental to my health. However - could I really cope with another job any better? I would probably end up hating a new job just as much as I hate my current one. And my financial position isn't all that stable if I cannot find new employment. I have a fair amount of savings but my outgoings are also pretty high so if I wasn't earning then I would start to go through the savings pretty fast. I couldn't afford to be without a job for long.
I really am not sure what to do here. Anyone got any advice?
Basically my work is really boring. It mostly consists of analysing data and writing reports, but I am very thorough and can easily complete all my goals in the time provided. The atmosphere is quite relaxed and so I work when I need to work and relax when I don't. Since I can work quickly and there isn't all that much analysis to do in the first place I spend a lot of my time skiving. In a typical week I will spend maybe 10 hours working hard and the other 30 hours slacking off. This pace leaves me easily able to complete all my duties on time and to a high standard and allows me to relax the rest of the time.
Since I have so much free time I spend long periods messing around on the internet, posting here, answering questions on Yahoo Answers, reading Wikipedia or going through game guides. Anything I do has to be computer based since I am not officially allowed to be slacking off, but my boss acknowledges that I don't have much to do a lot of the time and he clearly isn't bothered as long as I get the work done. I am stuck at my desk for 8 hours a day (+ 0.5h lunch break but that feels pretty much the same) and if I wasn't keeping my brain occupied then I would go mental.
However, I was recently forced to move office. Some colleagues wanted to swap, and my boss decided that the three of us were all going to move into a different room with more people. I was dead against it from the start but my boss and my other colleague thought it was an awesome idea so I didn't have a choice.
The problem is that I have now ended up with a senior manager sitting in a room directly behind me. He is not directly part of my command structure but he is far more senior in the company that I am. I was hoping that he would not notice/care about my constant internet usage but apparently this is not the case. My boss has informed me that he has sent him an unofficial note saying that he thinks I am using my computer innappropriately. My boss was fine and admitted that I probably use it no more than a lot of other people here, but that in the future I had to be mindful that he could see me.
This means that in future I am not going to be able to pass my free time easily. I have long, long periods with nothing to do and so if I can't use the internet then I am going to end up having to stare at the wall all day. My boss doesn't want me constantly bugging him for something to do and there isn't enough work to go round anyway.
I'm not sure if I can continue with my job under these conditions. It sounds petty, but I just cannot cope with having long periods with absolutely nothing to do. I cope very badly with boredom and if I can't spend my free time at work on the internet then this is going to make my life even more miserable than it already is. I have never entirely been happy with this job - more because of the innactivity than the times when I am actually doing stuff - and so I could seriously consider resigning over this. However, I know that the job market is not doing well at the moment. I am not really that far removed from a new university graduate and I have picked up few skills from this specialised job that would transfer across to anything else.
I know a lot of people are stuggling for work at the moment so it feels wrong for me to just quit, but my mental state isn't all that stable in the first place and I worry that continuing under the new conditions could be seriously detrimental to my health. However - could I really cope with another job any better? I would probably end up hating a new job just as much as I hate my current one. And my financial position isn't all that stable if I cannot find new employment. I have a fair amount of savings but my outgoings are also pretty high so if I wasn't earning then I would start to go through the savings pretty fast. I couldn't afford to be without a job for long.
I really am not sure what to do here. Anyone got any advice?